HELLO EVERYONE! I am back. From a LOOOONG Hectic Hell-holish past few months. But it is summer now and I am back to write to my fellow followers. I missed you all so VERY, VERY, VERY dearly!
With that said, I shall sum up all the events that happened. First, I got a job...then lost it...Got great grades in school one semester...Then took more classes the semester after and got mediocre grades...Now I am filling out fafsa for the next semester and going to take it easy this summer. I have been working out A LOT, and going to continue.
I recently recieved some injuries to my left lower hip, thigh and back so I am ordered no gym time until my Physical Therapist clears me. Along with this injury, I have been on steroid therapy to stop the inflammation of the nerve endings. Now the pain isn't as bad as it use to be, but it is still present. So I am on crutches and out of commission for a few weeks.
Okay, now that you have briefly caught up with me, I am happy to say I am one year and three days out from my surgery and feel great. I am stuck in a stall right now, however I know that once I can start working out again, those pounds will drop instantly, so I can't wait.
I am sort of back on the dating scene, and by sort of, I mean I am looking for someone to love and be with, while all the men I seem to run into want one thing. I know eventually I will find someone who fits me well, but it does get frustrating, that time and time again all the guys want one thing. Its like, I was fat, you would never have given me the time of day. Now that I am smaller all you want from me is to lay down and then act like I don't exist. So instead, I will focus on me.
I am going to reach my goal weight this year, and I am going to make sure that I am happy with myself. I don't need anyone to make me feel good anymore. I need to complete myself and make myself feel good. I will say with this being said, there are so many areas on my body that I wish would disappear already. Like my arms, and ladies you will ALL understand this problem, but that weird lower belly pudge that no matter how many of anything you do, it will not go away. Like I am 100% sure if that pudge did not exist, I would be able to just be at my goal pant size. I can't complain too much right now, because I am at a 14/16 now. Yes people I went from a 24 to a 14/16.That my friends is exciting, in itself. I am hoping by my birthday to be a size 12, so I can just ask people for clothing gift cards. MAMA WILL NEED A NEW WARDROBE!!! But we shall see.
Image of my PERFECT Birthday: Me at Water Country, Wearing a nice swimsuit (I don't care if it is one piece or two), Have a few close friends, and gift cards from everyone! But as usual, reality sinks in...:-).
Anyways, once my physical therapist clears me to go back to the gym I am GOING HAM! I think I will bring my brother to get an I.D. and we will go together. A great way to bond. He will look good for football, I will look good in general. And we will be lean mean fighting machines. :-)
I am so happy that school is over and summer is about to commence. I love the summer so much, however I have realized in the Fall, I will be taking 6 courses. I know I can do it. One course I have to retake, but I have the homework done, so it is just a matter of turning it in and sitting through ALL the lectures...But the teachers lectures will be a great time to do other homework. It will essentially be an easy A. So, with that said, I think I will leave this be until tomorrow.
Again I have missed you all so very much. And this summer I am going to be learning to put myself on a schedule so through out the school year I will not be messing up and missing you all. In any case.
Love you all and remember, Stay Beautiful. BYE!
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